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Thu Jul 16, 2009, 1:57 PM
Lolita times today. That purikura machine better fucking be fixed.

I kinda want to take new doll pics but...bluh. I have so much old crap I never uploaded, hence the spam of creepy dolls.

I need to mature so fucking bad it's sickening. I thought I was ok outside of my childish hobbies but OH NO. Moving to some fucktard house on the prairie will do me some good as I won't socialize much. BROOD BROOD BROOD is what I'll do apart from sewing, dolls and being surrounded by nature [all thins I don't really care for AT ALL].

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Having someone love you has to be one of the worst things in life. I feel so utterly useless, worthless and undeserving of it all. How the fuck anyone could WANT to devote any of themselves to me I'll never understand.

I'm not really sure if that phone call was the end or not but fuck was it painful. Nobody should have to cry over an asshole like me and blame themselves.

I am far too immature for a relationship. It requires one to think of another first and hold them dear and...I just FAIL at that.

I always knew I was bitter, selfish, childish and spiteful but holy HELL I never realized how bad I was until I got into a relationship. I swear I have two personalities constantly bickering in my skull and it pisses me off how fickle and confused I can be : /

  • Mood: Distracted

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Hey hon, I don't know when you will get this comment, but I just wanted to say if you needed any help packing for your move just give ma call. I am free until Weds. afternoon.

Also, we should chill if you have time before you leave. *sniffle*
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That would be great I'd love to hang out.

I actually had some carebear stuff to give you if you wanted it and do you like bath sets?

I have a bunch of fabric to get rid of too. I'll be dropping it off at Nana's house but you and Spence are free to poke around in it.

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"All the nightmares came today...and it looks as though they're here to stay..."

~David Bowie
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Awesome. Give me call or drop me a line when you have time to do something!

Yeesss pleeeease! *-* I would adore any carebear or bath stuff you wanted to give me. I can always use more fabric.

Oh, also, I tried calling you this afternoon but I think I had the wrong #. I just wanted to let you know about a room for rent in my area. I guess it's cutting it close but if you are interested let me know.
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Ok~

You want some make-up/perfume too?

Thank you hun but I've already decided to go to Missouri. I WILL be coming back trust me I don't think there's a single con there...but it'll give me time to see my brother and his family whom I've rarely seen~

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"All the nightmares came today...and it looks as though they're here to stay..."

~David Bowie
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I think I am good on those, but I'll take a look at whatever you want to get rid of. :3

Ah ok. I wasn't sure what the situation was so I wanted to let you know just in case. You better come back! ;o;

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